My Dream that can neva be...

I woke up this morning crying becuz of a dream i had. Not becuz it was scary but becuz it will neva come true...I thought if i told u guys i would stop crying n pull myself 2gether but its not working becuz i'm crying while i'm writing this...My dream was about me making plans with my godson's mother about his future... I remember him as a baby becuz thats wat he was the last time i saw him. I was telling her I'm in college now working so I'll be able to take care of him. I'm gonna start the paper work next yr so he can come 2 America n be with me. I was gonna send her a laptop so they could video chat its better than talking on the phone. I told her don't worry I love u, I'm gonna take care of you n him...Ya won't need for nothing. In the back round i here her telling him see ur nenane loves u so u better be good for her wen u go 2 america. We were both so happy with that plan then i wake up n remember that shes gone n he's gone n my plan can neva be becuz they died in the earthquake in haiti...I miss them so much...