Hey guys it's been a minute I wanna start writing on here again so hi....I'm back lol.... So a lot has happened since we last spoke I've actually been out on a few dates yay me lol (finally I know) I'm starting to figure out what kind of guy I want but it's a work in progress as with all things in life. I've been trying the whole online dating thing it has pros and cons. Pro: the amount of guys and the variety. Con: most just want to get laid or friends with benefits. Pro: gaining experience in conversation so I'm less nervous. Con: people use the fact that they are online to be rude. Sometimes I wonder if it's worth the time that I'm putting in but then I talk to a really nice person and that feeling disappears. I think it helping with my confidence for the most part but yesterday I had kind of a set back. This guy messaged me that's cool but then he's like "what's wrong with your eye is that a fake eye or are you crosseyed or something?" I was born with low vision and crosseyed my right eye especially is really weak and I've been wearing glasses since the first grade. Over the pass few years with the help of glasses my left eye has straightened out but my right eye is still crossed. The only time it's really problem is in pictures or when people point it out. I take it in stride because sometimes people are just curious but I still feel kind of sad about it. It's not something that can be hid with make up or a hat, you know. It's one of those things that really takes a blow to my confidence. But It's apart of me so I gotta love it lol.
So started working out again this past week I'm really sore and loving it. My plan is to be sexy by summertime or a flat stomach would work too lol. I stopped over the summer after my car accident but I feel like I'm ready to get back into it. So my work out is mostly core and thigh focused since my calves don't need to be any bigger lol. So I been doing wall sits, squats, jumping jacks, lunges,push ups, sit up, crunches and last but not least planks in no specific order. So hopefully I tone up and lose some inches. Any way that's me...later :-)
Dude i feel you. It suck that in life people judge you by your love life and not by what you have accomplish! I think this happens more to women than men. Your still awesome, you don't need no man! :)
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