The walls are closing in on me and i don't know what to do. Every time i think I might get out of this quick sand i'm jus sucked in deeper i feel the giraffe in this link http://youtu.be/G_Z3lmidmrY just not the whole dying thing in the literal sense maybe mentally...Skool sucks as usual and once again has brought me to tears...Its becoming a monday afternoon ritual not one i wish to continue. I called the counseling service at my skool and left a message about an appt. im hoping that talking 2 somebody away from the big picture will give me new perspective.
The one guy that i actaully liked and was talking to turns into jackal hyde and goes overly ridiculous ova me not picking up the phone while at my cuzzin's wake (may she RIP). I totally went off on him and dropped him like he was hot. It was the last straw of things that i jus wasn't willing to put up with. He's 23 not in skool, not planning on going to skool, in a bad retail job, no car or college degree and worst of all he wants to be famous...Grow up!! ur an adult if you want to be famous you gotta work ur ass off and be talented... Its a one in a million chance and he had no back up plan...Although i don't have a back up plan either if nursing doesn't work out, but hey im in skool at least theres always opportunity for something...what exactly idk :-P...If you guys can make better sense of my life hook a sister up n let me no cuz its not doing much for me...
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