I've always wanted 2 be in a relationship n I've always envied those who were in one...But that is no more my friends lol. I thought relationships were a partnership of 2 ppl with come goals n interest who r committed 2 each other flaws n all. That does sound good in theory, it sounds down right great actually, but in my experience (more like observations lol) it neva quite goes that way. I'm not saying there won't be fights becuz 2 ppl can't be in the same space all the time without fighting once in a while. No i'm talking about the other stuff the insecurities, the distrust n the lies. All the things u start out in the relationship hiding or other wise. Then wen ur actually comfortable wit the person, evything jus comes out causing a big ball of lies, mistrust,confusion n hurt. You see all of this happening while looking from the outside in but the person actually in this situation is oblivious. How is that a good outlook on relationships? Too me it seems like most ppl in a relationships r miserable n they look down on us single ppl (idk y becuz i'm relatively happy n comfortable unlike them...) like they feel bad for us. But that is not the whole truth, its like that saying "misery loves company". They get sucked into this vortex with the idea of happiness but instead its the total opposite. There just trapped in the web of someone else's idea of happiness. I would rather be single n happy then in a relationship n not be. I wanna make my own happiness. If ur in a relationship n ur happy god speed more power 2 u.I'm talking about the ones in those relationships where u wonder y they still 2gether (smh lol). Stop pitying me for something that i don't necessarily need, wen ur supposed "blessing" isn't wat u want. I don't need another half i'm already enough for me 2 handle lol... Idk if i'm just rambling but its just how i'm feeling on the topic...Wat do u guys think?
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