My 2 weird dreams

Ok so u guys no about my crush... Well tell me y i had a dream about him this wk n i gotta say it feels like god has given me a sign lol. In my dream my sister who's friends wit his brother comes up 2 me n tells me that basically my crush says "wat we had was great but its time for us 2 move on with our lives" in my dream i'm like damn but then wen i try 2 c him in the dream he's in jail. I don't really think he's in jail but the move on part really something major like god telling me i made the right chose. This happened over the wkend by the way

So i don't remember wat i was dreaming about but it must have been really crazy. Cuz wen i woke up this morning my sheets were all on the floor. I'm like ok sometimes they do fall off but wat really got me is the fact that i found my necklace on the bed. So im like damn it broke again right...nope wrong i find my necklace perfectly fine on my bed. It was around my neck last nite like it always is...how the hell did it come off with out breaking? Like wth was i dreaming about that all of this would happen? i really wanna no lol... Wat do u guys think of this?

Old job blues

Ok my old job is getting on my last nerve...I help this middle aged lady out at her house, she has some nerve damage or watever but she's also the laziest person ever (she surpass me lol thats wat i call lazy). First of she won't do the simplest task for her self and she's pulling me me in evy which direction then complains that i don't finish like bitch its ur fault, smh. Then yesturday she gonna tell me some stupid shit like "oh the job manual says ur only suppose 2 take 15 mins to wash the plates" yea it is wen i don't have a mountain of pots n pans, n she doesn't keep adding plates evy 5 seconds or if i didn't have 2 dry that mountain of dishes. Then she goes my other assisstants r able 2 do it in 15min. That cuz them chicks dont even wash the plates they jus rinse them wit water n put them back, i'm sorry if u want ur plates dirty then fine i'll do the same as them. Then she turns on the oven 2 heat it up 4gets a pan in der but its already hot, so she takes it out puts it on the oven 4gets its hot n burns herself this fat piece... tries 2 blame burning her self on me can u believe this? So i stayed like an hr more then i was suppose 2 cuz she always trying 2 do evything at once but do i get paid extra no... i waste my precious time for no reason...As soon as my probation period is over i'm quitting this ladies job cuz if i don't i'll end up telling her evything i think of her n it won't be pretty lol

Relationships

I've always wanted 2 be in a relationship n I've always envied those who were in one...But that is no more my friends lol.  I thought relationships were a partnership of 2 ppl with come goals n interest who r committed 2 each other flaws n all. That does sound good in theory, it sounds down right great actually, but in my experience (more like observations lol) it neva quite goes that way. I'm not saying there won't be fights becuz 2 ppl can't be in the same space all the time without fighting once in a while. No i'm talking about the other stuff the insecurities, the distrust n the lies. All the things u start out in the relationship hiding or other wise. Then wen ur actually comfortable wit the person, evything jus comes out causing a big ball of lies, mistrust,confusion n hurt. You see all of this happening while looking from the outside in but the person actually in this situation is oblivious. How is that a good outlook on relationships? Too me it seems like most ppl in a relationships r miserable n they look down on us single ppl (idk y becuz i'm relatively happy n comfortable unlike them...) like they feel bad for us. But that is not the whole truth, its like that saying "misery loves company". They get sucked into this vortex with the idea of happiness but instead its the total  opposite. There just trapped in the web of someone else's idea of happiness. I would rather be single n happy then in a relationship n not be. I wanna make my own happiness. If ur in a relationship n ur happy god speed more power 2 u.I'm talking about the ones in those relationships where u wonder y they still 2gether (smh lol). Stop pitying me for something that i don't necessarily need, wen ur supposed "blessing" isn't wat u want. I don't need another half i'm already enough for me 2 handle lol... Idk if i'm just rambling but its just how i'm feeling on the topic...Wat do u guys think?

New job n skool

So i started my new job this  (can i jus say not every body that works at that hospital is nice lol) it was ok pretty much wat i expected... Except most of the time the patients ring the bells by accident or becuz they want company.Thats ok but there are so much of them u can't dedicate ur time 2 jus one... I gotta say since working there the past fews days all the cute guys have either disappeared or gone in2 hiding lmao. Idk if its becuz its the wkend but i gotta say im disappointed lol smh. I was expecting lots of eye candy but no i got suck wit some short fat indian (no disrespect 2 my indian ppl) dude who swings his arms really hard wen he he walks lmfao( ok i laughed so hard on that one i got tears in my eyes) this dude is priceless...But anyway the food is still banging for a hospital lol so i guess i can live without the cuties for now... Skool starts again 2mrw fml... Jus wen i got used 2 my schedule skool gotta come around n mess evything up. In the words of jay-z "its a hard knock life" (lmao old skool wat ya no about that...) but anyway its my quote of the wk... So for this whole semester i working 2 jobs n going 2 skool full time...pray for me ya i'm gonna need it... Wats up wit u guys?

OH CRAP!!!

I went to sleep this morning at 2a.m. n wasn't expecting 2 wake up until 12p.m. in time 2 get up n get ready 2 hang wit some friends...Instead i'm wokin up at 8a.m. by my mom telling me my new job is on the line....I was suppose work 2day i go no i haven't gone 2 the third orientation there like but ur suppose work 2day. OMFG i had a weird dream this wk but i thought it would be a something good weird not a ur off 2 a bad start a ur new job weird!!!!! I didn't even get my uniform yet!!!! FML!!!! I was expecting more along the lines of hey i like u (by a guy who happens 2 be cute wit a fading mohawk fro) not hey u have work    
-________- now that i have wokin i can't go back 2 sleep n i have work 2day at my other job at 6p.m. n i have hw...I'm not getting paid enough 2 live my life -__-   .....how life 4 u guys?

Slutty Profile Pics

I am so sick n tired of girls wit slutty profile pics. U think u look cute but u don't...u jus be a hoe wirelessly...All those guys who supposedly "like" u jus want some free punaany (pussy lol) since u seem 2 like sharing wit the world wide web they jus trying 2  get theirs...Especially these young girls they think everything gotta hang out for boys 2 like them...NEWS FLASH: girls they still don't like  u 4 u they jus like wat they can get...Guys will use u like tissue n take all ur willing 2 give then leave u 2 marry the "virgin" or the girl who didn't open her legs as wide as u... So please stop wit these pic they'll bring u more hurt then happiness... Please tell me i'm not the only one... cuz this has been annoying me 4 the longest...Leave ur opinion on this please...i really wanna hear it...

Back 2 reality

Ok vacation time has come gone lol i start skool 2mrw and i had my orientation yesturday...Crappiest day ever if i do say so myself. First i couldn't wake up, then i realized i had my period (always bad news lol 2 me at least), then i could't find anything 2 wear, then i was late n last but not least i had agonizing cramps most of the orientation.I swear during all of this i had a hot flash lol (i no i'm only 19 but seriously). Today was the second day it wasn't that bad i was almost late again but it wasn't my fault this time lol it was my dad's (who's birthday it is 2day...Happy birthday he turns 50...jus in case u were wondering lol) Anyway is was ok other then me falling asleep lmao. i couldn't help myself...When i woke up it was lunch time lmfao i perked right up. Let me tell u the cheesecake was banging (for hospital food the food is the bomb lol), the other food is good 2 lol. I'm really gonna like working there lol the food is great the guys r great if it had apartments i would move in lol, wat more could a girl ask for? I have a third orientation next wk (this is the most i ever been 2...but the free lunch is worth it lol) which i have 2 be in uniform for n the i start working like the next day...yaaaaay. U no wat the best part is?....Its the hospital they always need ppl 2 work so ya no i'm in there lol cuz i need dat paper...How was ya new yrs any crazy stories 2 share?