Epithanetic :-) n Random

Ok i jus made that would up but it sounds real doesnt it lol. I have concluded that i am in a rut I think about the same things do the same things and etc. I need a change not something as major as moving cuz the last time i wished for a change thats wat happpened. idk how it happened... I wanna do something new or try something different. I have yet to find this great adventure. Any ideas?
I currently work as a personal assistant. I think my boss is trying to fire me though which is cool because im looking for a new job anyway. It is the hardest thing in the world to for like 3 reasons.1: I have no experience 2:I dont have a skill or trade 3I dont have a resume. How do you even make a resume with no experience lol. My reume my name my number and email on a blank sheet of paper lol. So i found this program where you can become a nurses assistant its 10wks of work. Thats like my whole summer but once im done the pay is better though n ill have a bettter job 4 what i want you no. Is it worth my whole summer? Its four days a wk i could still have fun... But all this is if i actually get in the program... You no the saying dont count ur chickens b4 they hatch...I live by it because i tend to do that lol.
So i was talking to crystal again today and i realize that i keep setting my self up by talking to her. I always get mad and she neva really has nothing nice to say. I also realized another reason i hate talking to her. When I her i usually have something to tell her but she jus goes off about herself n i kind of jus zone out n she asks me y i neva say anything. Is it lost on her i dont think so she jus doesnt care. Ok so im chilling wit my sister from another mother 2morow n crystal wants to come too. I dont want her to go shes gonna cramp our style.What should i tell her? Shes really trying to invite her self...Dont ya hate ppl like that idk if its jus me?
Omg i say this on my cousins page n kind of liked it so im going to "borrow" it lol. "Prove 2 me ur not all the same, because the only dfference in guys i see r jus the names" Too be honest lately i have to agree with her...I could be wrong tell me wat u think...