Cinderalla complex and zombies

Yesturday i had a dream about almost being killed but i was saved by tyrese lol...We then kind of had a fun flirty relationship that i wouldnt mind having in real life. Today i haad a dream about zombies where i was almost killed again but then i was saved by my uncle who was shot instead but we found away 2 save him. We also found a way 2 save some of the zombies. They're kind of half zombies now and so their emotions r double of that of humans. One of them was really trying 2 put the moves on me lol...The sad part is that i was considering it...You gotta think like r my standards that low that i would be willing 2 date a half zombie? So the running theme of both dreams r me almost dying which im not 2 fond of, me getting saved and getting the moves put on me. I dont no wat that means am i having some kind of cinderalla complex where i want to be saved? What do i wanna be saved from in the first place anyway? Or is my concious telling me im 2 picky i dont no... wat do ya think?

To approach or not to approach that is the question lol

Ok so I was getting a lot of different answer as 2 if girls should approach guys... Some say I don’t want a girl approaching me because I like 2 be the one doing the chasing...While others are like its refreshing 2 have a girl approach. I don’t know which is correct because either one hasn’t been working out for me. When i ask guys out they think I'm 2 forward so that doesn’t work out. When I wait for the guy 2 come 2 me it’s never somebody I like or he sends his friend. Which 4 me personally is a no no because I want to get 2 know you not your friend we shouldn’t need n interpreter lol I don’t know if I spelled that right. What do you guys have 2 say on this?

Epithanetic :-) n Random

Ok i jus made that would up but it sounds real doesnt it lol. I have concluded that i am in a rut I think about the same things do the same things and etc. I need a change not something as major as moving cuz the last time i wished for a change thats wat happpened. idk how it happened... I wanna do something new or try something different. I have yet to find this great adventure. Any ideas?
I currently work as a personal assistant. I think my boss is trying to fire me though which is cool because im looking for a new job anyway. It is the hardest thing in the world to for like 3 reasons.1: I have no experience 2:I dont have a skill or trade 3I dont have a resume. How do you even make a resume with no experience lol. My reume my name my number and email on a blank sheet of paper lol. So i found this program where you can become a nurses assistant its 10wks of work. Thats like my whole summer but once im done the pay is better though n ill have a bettter job 4 what i want you no. Is it worth my whole summer? Its four days a wk i could still have fun... But all this is if i actually get in the program... You no the saying dont count ur chickens b4 they hatch...I live by it because i tend to do that lol.
So i was talking to crystal again today and i realize that i keep setting my self up by talking to her. I always get mad and she neva really has nothing nice to say. I also realized another reason i hate talking to her. When I her i usually have something to tell her but she jus goes off about herself n i kind of jus zone out n she asks me y i neva say anything. Is it lost on her i dont think so she jus doesnt care. Ok so im chilling wit my sister from another mother 2morow n crystal wants to come too. I dont want her to go shes gonna cramp our style.What should i tell her? Shes really trying to invite her self...Dont ya hate ppl like that idk if its jus me?
Omg i say this on my cousins page n kind of liked it so im going to "borrow" it lol. "Prove 2 me ur not all the same, because the only dfference in guys i see r jus the names" Too be honest lately i have to agree with her...I could be wrong tell me wat u think...

Ranting friend & parking tickets

Ok my friend lets jus call her crystal rants about evything n evybody 2 evybody. n get mad at us (me n our other friends) wen we have our bad moments like wtf evybody has a right 2 be sad or mad. wat right do u have 2 judge me? ur not the only one wit things 2 deal wit. she tells all this 2 her boyfriend n makes us sound like the worst ppl in the world. I feel like we're good friends but we always have 2 do things her way.most times i jus deal wit it but sometimes enoughs enough i have thing i wanna do n say 2. I have thoughts and feelings y shouldnt i be heard. Thats her boyfriend she has evy right 2 tell him stuff, but i dont think things that i tell her should be told 2 him unless it concerns him. this is personal stuff b/w best friends i dont want some random guy knowing personal stuff about me. I feel like i been violated.wat if they break up? So if evy guy she dates is 2 learn stuff about me how many guys will dat be?
Omg so i went 2 the library & 4got 2 watch the meter & wen i came out i had a ticket on my car 4 $25. Im like totally scared of telling my parens cuz the car is under their name. i dont wanna raise the insurance. so im thinking of jus paying the money wit out telling them but i dont want it to come back n bite me in the ass. If nothing happens then fine, but if my parents find out that i got a ticket n didnt tell them ill be in worst trouble cuztheyll be like im not honest. Im caught b/w a rock n a hard place any suggestions?

my parents,boys n friends

Ok my very first blog...here goes nothing. i jus finished my freshmen yr of college with passin grade on evything nothing below a c+. i dont drink, smoke or get into alot of trouble but do u think that would be enough 4 my parents to trust me no they give me a whole speech about how they were raised in the caribbean. "Girls arent suppose 2 be out pass 10 at night" well then r boys? n were living in america ppl not the carribean. im payin 4 things that i didnt even commit. im innocent i tell u!! innocent!! y shouldnt i have fun this summer with my friends im a 19yr old college student. First hand experience if u have a choice dont stay home the worst mistake ull ever make.
Well now that that has been established... Y is so hard 2 meet guys i mean i think im nice but hey u neva no. Apparently i have the "fuck off" face according 2 my friends. wat does dat even mean? So im suppose 2 go around smiling all the time? i dont think so i would look crazi. After telling me all this they went on 2 tell me that as a black young women my days 2 find a great guy 2 married r numbered.the exact quote was "after college ur opportunities 2 find a man drop dramatically n by the age of 30 ur doomed" how is dat suppose 2 make me feel?Is this true ya or is she jus playing wit my mind?