Pack rat

I have so much clothes that don’t even fit. My dressers and closet are packed to the max yet I can hardly find anything to wear. I have the hardest time getting rid of them. They all have my memories and feelings throwing them away almost feels like getting rid of part me. I woke up this morning though with a new perspective on life and i want to make a change for the better. Not just physically my body and my things but emotionally i have so much baggage it’s time for a major clean up. I want this year to be my year for life, love and happiness. This warmer weather is doing wonders for my energy and overall outlook on life.

Reboot

I think its about time that i rebooted this I miss posting and so much has changed in the past couple months mostly for the better. First of all I'm a nurse I finally did it, my greatest accomplishment to date and hopefully many more to come. I got a job as a nurse!! yaay me lol!!! I gotta give myself a little pat on the back for that. What you may have noticed or not is the blogs name change. Although I'm back in school I no longer feel like the college girl at home. I feel like I've grown up so much. I've taken on my responsibility head on (at least the major ones) its the small stuff now that I have to work on. Professionally it feels good to finally be getting somewhere after all my hard work. Now if I could just finish paying my credit cards to finally reap those benefits lol :-p (work in progress). Socially I feel like I'm stuck though I have friends but they are all in relationships thats good and bad. I'm happy for them like hanging out and stuff but I feel like I should have more friends maybe some that are single just for the benefit of mingling. Where am I suppose to make friends since I do online classes ? I work in home care, so its not like i get exposure at work. Though there is a shining light in this social bleakness. My little sister has got a boyfriend (before me I know shock... but i digress). He's social or whatever I'm hoping with this will rejuvenate my social life/ or pour the life into that it never had lol.  I'm just hoping that this is finally my season. Lately I've been seeing alot of inspirational quotes on social media(side note I feel like god speaks to me through social media what are the chances that there is a post answering my questions to just as I'm scrolling minding my own business? coincidence? I think not) about Ruth and Boaz (Bible story) I even had a dream about. So I feel like thats god speaking telling me your season is almost upon us. Anyway I'll keep you posted ;-)...(cheesy I know lol)