Hey guys it been a while and i have to say that these past couple of months have been crazy. A couple of things have happened major influences on my life so here goes. My grandma almost died, I'm not talking to one of my best friends and i passed my super hard nursing class with a B. Thats a lot to take I know lol. Lets start with one, my only grandma had a major stroke in may that left her without the ability to talk and swallow. Basically she couldn't eat by mouth and my parents (meaning my mom lol) were like so against a feeding tube. It was a whole big thing until they realized that was the only way she could survive. She got the feeding tube, recognizes ppl and smiles or at least i think she smiles. Just thinking about it sometimes makes me cry because i just dont know what i'm gonna do without her :,(
While all of this is happening where is my so called best friend no where to be found. I hit her up she never writes back because she "too" busy because she's in college. No excuse to ignore ur friends especially ur so called best friend but maybe thats the title i take to seriously idk you guys tell me. She hits me up like once or twice with like dumb stuff which i ignored. As much as i hate to sound like some small kid she doesn't have time for me the whole yr then i dont have time for her at all but when summer roles around she all hears, no that just doesn't work for me. Its all or nothing she done this a couple of times and i've told her this is not cool and it hurts but it really hurts that she wasn't there when i needed her the most...
So guys you already know the great news i got a B in nursing can u believe it? :-) this semester for me academically has jus been a dream come true i hope this starts a streak that lasts thru graduation. Other then some major bumps in the road this yr for the first time in a I am generally happy and i gotta say it feels damn good :-D nothing seems to faze me for long 2012 has been really good to me so far its only been 6 months, 6 more to go and i cant wait for what more surprises lie ahead.
