Odd (Wo)man Out

Lately i feel like those r the words 2 describe me n its also the category i fit in... Its always been there but it was me holding my self back becuz of my shyness n lack of confidence in myself. But since i started college that has changed dramatically im more open, playful n definitely laugh a lot more im a totally different person.... So y am i still the odd ball evywhere i go? At home, at skool, at work even with my friends i feel like the lil sister that jus tags along unwanted. I'm 20 yrs old i thought these things would have worked themselves out by now...guess not :-(

I'm single not desperate (i stole that lol)

Now that all my friends have boyfriends or had boyfriends they feel it is their duty 2 get me one....YYYYY? idk if i look sad or lonely or they want me to feel included n not like the 3rd for 5th wheel. I dont mind being single HONESTY ppl its the way its been my whole life its my norm. Pls leave ur weirds guy friends, bf friends, cuzzins...away from me. Im not being picky u guys jus wont leave me alone. I ont even get started on my mom shes expecting for me 2 get married within the next 2yrs jus becuz she got married young...smh. So until which time a guy n i have mutual likeness 4 each other n he asks me out leave me alone!!! damn that felt good lol :-)

Another yr

So begins the drama of my college life...I jus did a full wk of skool n realized that I'm totally screwed but I'm gonna do my best god willing n kick ass this semester...I have 2 really hard classes n 2 not so bad class that I can't slack in...basically I'm a slave2 my books....

My social life is pretty much a mess 2...lol I mean my friends social lives mine has been pretty stable 4 a couple of yrs...new bf dramas, break ups n the fact that evybody around me thinks I'm soooo lonely being single they r trying 2 hook me up wit evybody n their brother smh...so as u probably guessed I'm back so heyyyy lol!