Sunday, November 28, 2010
My BFF
I finally seen my bff after months basically of not talking n not c each other. I made like a last minute stop to her house after getting my hair done. We were excited to c each other we got to chat a little becuz i had work n couldn't stay (which got canceled by the way but thats another story...) as long as i had wanted. I told her some news about my long time crush/friend (who i'm trying 2 get over I'll explain later...) had some major family issues that i'm jus finding out about...Anyway she was shocked i was shocked it was jus shocking news. We also talked about her new bf but i'm still trying to get the lowdown on that one lol. It was jus nice seeing her like old times. She said that she would call me but we'll have to wait n c on that one all i no is that if she don't make the effort then i won't either...like i said b4 i run out of thread so if things need to be patched up it won't be me doing the work... By the way Happy thanksgiving I no i'm mad late lol!
If you could change one thing that happened last year what would it be?
Actually going 2 prom wit a specific person...
Friday, November 26, 2010
To no one in particular...
Excuse me ya I jus gotta put this out there... I just found out wat you didn't tell me. I thought i was ur friend but i c now that it wasn't true. I only wanted to help, to be ur shoulder to cry on. I wouldn't have rejected u do u really think i'm that shallow? I miss u everyday i jus wish u came 2 me...But u couldn't, y was neva clear to me. You've hurt me probably more then you'll ever no... I guess its not meant to be. I have to let u go now obviously i held on to long. Your out of my heart now i gotta be strong. I'll find someone who deserves me, a place I BELONG...
What one thing are you exceptionally bad at?
umm making friends i thought i would grow out of it but as u can c i'm still short lmao
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Bring back the 90's R&B
Ok last night i was listening to some Tyrese (he is so damn fine...anyway) and it made me feel so good (get ur mind out the gutter) I mean in the sense that the words came from some place deep. Like he means every word he's saying and it comes from the heart... So i got to thinking do i feel that way becuz i think he's hot or is it becuz of the music. I did a lil experiment to test my theory so i listened 2 other artists from the 90s like tank, R.L., Ginuwine...u get the picture and the result was the music is way better. There was no degrading of women it was all about how women make them feel, how they fell in love, how they thought they were meant to be. Songs that u wanna make out to or like the old folks say "baby making music". Feel good music its not about how much money they make or if they have a big house... Idk if its my ripe old age of 19 lol, but i find myself moving farther away from todays music. Its so damn repetitive i feel like there is no new music all new songs are a remake of another song from earlier times that ppl have forgot or haven't heard in a while. This is my opinion...Wat do ya think?
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Remember me
I dont no if u guys have seen this movie yet but its so idk unexplainable. Its such a good movie u jus get sucked into like a vortex and u can't get out till the end. It puts ur whole life into perspective...It also puts Robert Pattinson into a new light u really see how good an actor he is...Its not a sappy chick flick (jus in case u were wondering lol) but it has depth. My favorite part in the whole movie is when robert meet the girl (ally)...anyway if u have seen it i really want ur honest opinion cuz i honestly think its one of the best movies I've ever seen. If haven't seen it u should check it out, then leave a comment lol.
The job interview among other things...
The job interview went pretty good I think cuz i got a second one lol. The pay is not bad and i work with a partner I hope its somebody nice (if i get the job). The guys are off the chain what more can i ask for wink wink... I think i passed my nursing 209 test but u neva no wit these ppl. Although i did jus fail my im module (Inter muscular injections) they make things so complicated for no reason and then nobody wants 2 help you out, i have to take it again on sunday at least i no wat i'm doing now. The good news is that i have the next 5 days off from skool thank god i was really contemplating smacking someone in dat skool... Idk maybe the time away will change my mind but i doubt it. Did i mention the guys lol i jus thought that i would repeats that lol...i think i should have like a weekly thing about wat bothers me n u guys too. Wat ya think? You guys can pick the name of it lol...let me no!!
Friendship
Its funny how u don't think you've changed until u realize that u don't have the same friends and ur not in the same company... I hardly talk 2 my best friend of like six yrs. We didn't have a fight or anything i think we've jus grown apart. Our conversations r jus not the same theres that awkwardness...idk if u guys have ever experienced that? Anyway I feel like we don't have anything in common anymore...She probably feels it 2...We jus talk occasionally out of habit. Idk if i should jus let it go and let it be as is or if i should say we're going apart should we try and fix it? We wouldn't be friends that long if we didn't care about each other n i don't wanna lose our friendship. I also don't always wanna be the one who has 2 patch things up...I've run out of thread lol! I don't wanna fix anything else I want somebody else 2 do the work for a change!! Wat do u guys think of this?
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Food inc.
I dont no if you guys have ever seen the movie food inc... It is so disgusting what we are eating nowadays the things that they allow in our food should be band. It got me second guessing all the fast food chains.The cruelty to animals and the use of unsanitary methods is enough to me wanna become vegetarian. I won't go that far because thats an extreme and i love my meat lol.. but I really thinking about going straight organic and only making stuff at home. I really do think long term its gonna have an effect on us...If you guys have seen the movie leave a comment...lol even if you haven't leave a comment give me your honest opinion about this
Friday, November 19, 2010
Interview
Guess wat guys... I got a job interview finally!! I been looking for a new job for like a yr. So they had a job fair at my skool last wk i went and got some numbers in hopes that i would get n interview and job...So i applied online and my friend told me 2 call the person from the fair and i got an interview. Its not the job that i applied for but at least i'll have a steady job instead of floating around. Plus its at the hospital right near my house n i can work there after i graduate... I really hope i get the job wish me luck!!!
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Selling Books on Amazon
Ok so I go on amazon alot cuz thats where I buy most of my books cheap or whatever else i need... So I wanted 2 sell some books and chegg wouldnt buy them n wanted me to donate them instead. I'm like ok I really need to sell those books so I try to sell them on amazon and end up losing money lol...I can't do stockes or be n accountant. Idk how that happened i think there was some kind of miscommunication somewhere i jus dont no where lol... From now on its chegg or selling at skool I can afford paying 4 books i already bought...fyi amazon is ur enemy not ur friend!!!
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Dreams
Ok if u no me in real life then u'll no that i'm a dreamer...I daydream basically all the time about things i want or wish i had...Its pathetic I no but my theory is if u can dream then u can do it. Now, that having been said i also have like premonitions in my dreams. I haven't figured exactly how it works but I always have weird dreams when something is going to happen.For instance my uncle died of cancer last yr. (R.I.P. Uncle Frankie) that night b4 i had a weird dream n the next day i found out he had passed away, same with my grandpa dying, the earthquake in haiti and etc. I also have dreams about ppl who i haven't seen in a while, which means i going 2 see them sometime this wk. So basically i'm really in to dreams...Idk if i'm the only one... So I wanna hear them tell me ur weirdest or craziest dreams...
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
If you had your own talk show, who would your first three guests be?
My grandpa, soulmate and ummmmm...god
If you could have been the author of any book, what would it have been?
Twilight or harry potter mad money lol
Would you rather be a zombie or a mummy?
A zombie cuz then i could be in a michael jackson video lol
The science to laptop picking...lol
Ok so if you read my previous posts you know that i wanted a laptop and couldnt decide which one i wanted it was between dell and mac. Then when i picked mac i had to decide between the macbook and the macbook pro. So i decided to go wit the pro after researching both and actually going to the store and picking one. I looked at battery life, memory,processing,video and etc. I put more research into finding my laptop then i do for skool lol. Since I was the one paying for it myself i figured it had better be the best and last me for a while...I think my laptop is so cool if ur thinking of getting one i totally recommend it...Happy shopping!!!
Monday, November 15, 2010
Wat I miss...
I miss my grandpa...not waking up early...summers playing manhunt...feeling like i fit in...feeling like i'm smart...watching saturday morning cartoons...i miss alot of things wat about ya?
Registration
This wk has been crazy first trying to get financial aid. I finally do and its a nice chunk of money. Now I'm failing patho. I jus can't get any kind of break in this skool. Then i get in trouble or reprimanded for doing something i was told to wtf seriously!! If ur thinking of going into nursing u might wanna second guess ur self n really c if its wat u want but its not easy n its not a joke...
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Classes
Ok so im trying 2 pick classes for next semester so i go on ratemyprofessor.com they tell me one thing and ppl from my skool tell me another. So does rate my professor actually work comment if u no the answer?
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
What's the oldest piece of clothing you still own and wear?
My pants from like 6th grade lol im now in my second yr of college
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
Friday, November 5, 2010
At this point...
I feel like I'm talking to my self I dont know if i wanna continue this blog...I'm not getting any feed back wat so ever... This blog had become my best friend when the ppl i new werent there for me... now its not here for me either so i think i should bid it dueces...
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Halloween party
So I went to the halloween party it was ok...I was really hoping to get my dance on but my friend abandoned ship mad early... I gave it a chance everybody was their wit they're friends. I jus kinda watched most of the time... It was so funny the white ppl were jus jumping around shaking anything and everything and the black ppl were in some corner grinding on each other and other nameless things. The food was ok but i didnt really eat anything i had a piece of chicken and some water. The customs were crazy there were:bananas, mario n luigi, a 6 foot 5 drag queen (by the way best custom ever in my opinion), a burrito, mad slutty french maids i think u guys get the picture. So i basically stood around for about an hour walkin around n stuff so these 2 guys come up 2 me n start showing off or what ever i dont pay attention 2 them so i move they move so i not trying 2 get a swell head so i experiment n do this a couple of times n they follow everytime n im like y do i always get stuck wit the losers.So i do one quick move an get away from them... and disappear on the dance floor where i literally dance for a minute (1 minute exactly) and bounce lol... I no u guys had way more fun then i did so leave a comment...
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